wat happen......

wat happen to me?
y do i have to feel so bothering nowadays?
moody n all...
trying to look for myself?
where am i?
i wan myself back..
wat has been going on?
where is my confidence...
pls come back..
am i doing the right thing?
somehow wondering..
who am I actually..
y have i been so undecisive nowadayz?
hate myself sumtimes..
did many wrong things in the past,even for now..
i lost myself..

i muz score well in add maths!!!

ytday in tuition~~

teik nan,guo lng n me bet each other

who score the lowest mark muz treat 100+

but for me is special~~

if i score better than them i make them buy me birthday present!!!!

10th of MAY!!

don u ever forget!!

xdxdxd
lol...the mosquitos r standing their chances to bite my leg now~~
stupid mosquito..
itz itchy now
kk
bttr sign out n go to my room n study!!
today's subj:ADD MATHS,sj n physics

wat mood am i having?hapi?sad?wori?serious?xd

woooo~~
found dat i lost a little weight~~
vry hapi^^
feel satisfied out of my "hard" work
=)
actually itz not hard
im enjoying in doing it
got mood to go outing dy^^
tonight going to mom's client daughter n son wedding dinner
reli special wedding
one is marry to ppl, one is marry ppl
vry nice timing=)
oh yea~~nowadayz i love Justin Bierber's song
especially "baby" n another song which he sings wit Jay Sean
smtg like "mini mini mini more"??
dunno la
juz love the two songs
vry sweet love songs~~hehe

didnt post for a week?
so now post smtg here~
however~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i gotta study nowadayz
exam coming...
i'll do my best this time
coz i knw i got strong reasons to make sure i score well in exam
>.<
n i knw..
i can do it...
i must score well this time
although feel a little stressed out
but i can still relax chating wit ppl
my entertainments: mp3,texting,talking on the ph,online,blog :)
hope wont neglect my family n frenz
coz i care for y'all~~
itz march now
i also knw dat i must study hard from now coz time is not gonna wait for me
hope evrythg will b juz like wat we wish

things dat i muz do is:
score well in evry exam

im going for it~
muz b reli serious in studies nowadays
other personal thgs r to b kept in heart n share wit ppl close to me oni^^
so..i think datz all!=)
hope can hav enuf time to study wat i have missed out la!

hope evrybody will b serious this time(as i knw it wouldnt)
n..
hope laziness will not influence my studies again

im goin crazy~~~

totally run out of words now~~

but today is a sweet day=)

not to deny it..

but...yea..

xd

y do i say dat??

secrets**=)

this time reli squeeze my brain juice to write this blog

coz all i wanna say is PERSONAL~~~

>.<

oh yea~~

ytday was a sport day for sch

ran 4x400m wit other 3 partners

haiz..

this time stil didnt get trophy for running

wasted~~

but reli got no energy to run>.<

juz glad for one thing...

we're not the LAST=)

although v felt kinda disappointed

but stil..

we've done our best=)

so to me...

this is d only last yr to run

n itz the 1st time for me to run a whole round of the stadeum track

good la~~

=)

vry speechless now

gotta sleep dy~~

somebody slept~~

n now my family also slept

time for me too=)

but this time i sign out wit a wish..

special one=)

wish dat evry single thing dat i do will make ppl happy!

juz...dunno la..

i appreciate ppl around me

so hope they r happy!!

datz all

sayonara

miss independent------panda mui

nowadays im not miss independent anymore

coz bro gonna come bck!!!

n....hehehe..

secrets*

n................

i became panda!!

need sleep!~~

polly kacau me

xdxd

~~~~~~~~~~~

ytday was a vry busy n quite tiring day

headache + no energy..

slept late on the day b4

thinking too mch~~

got no mood to study juz bcoz of smth..

secrets*

my allergy is coming bck~~

worrying of having more scars dy~~

mayb one of the reason is dat i did washings

n sweat a lot..

hope aftr my allergy healed it'll not leave any scars..

hate scars nowadayz!!

i had a lot dy!!>.<

felt bored 2day..

like don hav mood to do anythg plus tired

y am i so moody????

>.<

coz of YOU...

hope it would not happen at this time

getting worry bout this for many days..

forget bout it..

nowadayz alwiz got wierd comments frm frenz bout me~~

lol....

they say i look sad n stressed.

actually yea...

2day Polly massaged me...

my shoulders r burdening me..

itz reli pain..

Polly said i looked hapi in the morning but sad in d aftrnoon..

aiks..
probably its true..

i hav been thinking bout dat for like few days~~

hope it wouldnt affect my studies~~