my eye has finally recovered a little..

hmm..these few days i didnt allow myself to cry..

but..stil at least a little..

sometimes i juz feel like showing to ppl dat i can go over this

it hurts though..=/

i don wan to make the lump more on my eye..

it doesnt make me feel comfortable..

dat is y i skipped sch today..

today..i cried a lot

1st is my driving..

i didnt drive as well as i expected

and my mom was juz correcting me but i wanted to give up out of my impatience..

i dunno how to reverse car according to the side mirrors..

datz scary..luckily itz at the basement there..

aftr i cried for dat i sudden;y tot of this person..

hmm..dunno y..

i felt dat i havent let go..

stil wanted to ask him dat question..

his class gonna start soon at dat time so yea...

didnt ask him n told him to text me when free..

i guess i don need to ask him now..=/

wanted to ask dat becoz i wanna give up on hoping in him..

anyway...juz over emo at dat time..

ACCEPT!!i alwiz tell myself like this..=/

i knw i can..surely i can!

i juz wanna b a tougher person n don give up in times of disappointment

hope this applies to him too..=)