thx babe..=)

u thought me a lot..
i've been thinking bout the changes in me lately..
my thinking has chged,
influenced by u=/
i seemed to b a naughty girl again,
coz i spend time chating wit u......
didnt listen to my mom command......
seemed bad from d outside,
but u knw dat how i've changed on d inside..
when i tot of how bad i am,
it always discouraged me,
but u alwiz encouraged me n gave me the confidence to b wit u..
made me feel itz worth trusting u..
thx!!!
im reli happy being wit u..=)
cant wait for dat day to learn wit u together...
i'll keep our secret..
one day ppl will c our achievements n feel proud of wat we've done!
thx for being the one who can accept my evrything..
thx for telling me of my value in ur eyes=)
trust u!
lets do our parts together now..=)
n wait till dat day....
u knw i knw=)

confused....

i saw dat blog...
saw wat u wrote there..
hmm...thx..
but i felt sad aftr viewing it..
don wait for me k?
im not worth ur love for me bcoz of my identity..
sry...
this is reli heartfelt pain..
i understand ur situation dat time anyway,
datz y i've nvr been mad at u..
i used to think dat u might turn bck n ask to get bck last time,
not to deny dat,
but u didnt..
datz how i lost hope on waiting for dat day to come..
thx for hlping me to learn this..
accepting the fact..

im having my new life now,
no means here..
thx for ur concern,
u can text me whenever u want..
anyway we're frenz forever..
no worries for anybody..
i didnt want to view the blog actually..
i knew i might end up crying..
i almost..
itz not bcoz im holding on to it..
but...
sometimes i reli wished this has nvr happen in my life..
at least i can trust another person more..
don cry for me..
im not worth ur tears..
i don want u to cry for me..
there'z more gurls outside much better than me...
u will soon find one,
just wait..
i believe it would b one who is much better than me..
best wishes for u..

don worry bout me,
my life is good now..
i can still smile happily=)
take care..
frenship forever

yes!!! another few more hours^^

im waiting..................=p
yeh~~ltr can meet him at depastry chef^^
n before dat can intro him to my family^^
happy happy!
hope itz not gonna b disappointed though=/
hmm..
my stomach is bloating!!!
hope ltr will look pretty in his eyes^^
awaiting..............................................



no matter wat it takes, i have faith dat i can trust in him,
aftr talking on the phone dat day being mumbled by him,
i've learnt n recognized wat type of person he is,
makes me like him more than usual...hehe..
but i knw he's definitely a trustable guy^^
aftr talking on the ph dat day,
i've made a decision to turst him in all dat he does,
n i don wanna hurt him in watever i do, say n think..
i juz don wan dat to happen to him...
hope he trust me as mch as i trust him even aftr wat v chat on dat day=)


continue waiting in excitement for dat time...^^
waiting for u^^
bye~~~~gonna do some exercise dy~=)

im juz so desperate to write stg here..lol

tot of it ytday..
hmm..not gonna write here=)
try to focus on studies while waiting for him to look for me evry night^^
kinda not having enough of sleep nowadays coz v chat late at night=/
but worth it..=)
feel happy chating wit him..
and another fren^^
sharing wit me wat he learnt..
love learning n sharing wit otherz together^^
gambateh!
all who have been good to me!
glad dat today im bck to study aftr so many days imagining days aftr spm
lol...
told him bout wat i imagined=/
hope it will come true..
he told me dat promises r juz nth if it cant b fulfilled..
n he didnt promise me anythg^^
good^^
like this kind of mentality..
i learnt a lot=)
................................................
mch to say but rather juz keep inside=)

once again,
thx for all who cares for me..^^