confused....

i saw dat blog...
saw wat u wrote there..
hmm...thx..
but i felt sad aftr viewing it..
don wait for me k?
im not worth ur love for me bcoz of my identity..
sry...
this is reli heartfelt pain..
i understand ur situation dat time anyway,
datz y i've nvr been mad at u..
i used to think dat u might turn bck n ask to get bck last time,
not to deny dat,
but u didnt..
datz how i lost hope on waiting for dat day to come..
thx for hlping me to learn this..
accepting the fact..

im having my new life now,
no means here..
thx for ur concern,
u can text me whenever u want..
anyway we're frenz forever..
no worries for anybody..
i didnt want to view the blog actually..
i knew i might end up crying..
i almost..
itz not bcoz im holding on to it..
but...
sometimes i reli wished this has nvr happen in my life..
at least i can trust another person more..
don cry for me..
im not worth ur tears..
i don want u to cry for me..
there'z more gurls outside much better than me...
u will soon find one,
just wait..
i believe it would b one who is much better than me..
best wishes for u..

don worry bout me,
my life is good now..
i can still smile happily=)
take care..
frenship forever