finding solution...

aftr thinking so much,
hmm...
although im stil confused wit my life direction,
but i knw for one thg,
i juz aim to live a peaceful, pure n happy life..
wish to c ppl around me r happy too..
somehow..
i felt something..
if this prob goes on hanging there,
we're gonna juz end up wit hurts..
i get wat u said,
mayb to u,
im juz afraid to face the fact..
yes, i am,
i agree wit dat,
n thx for finding ways to hlp me,supporting me..
but i juz need some time to figure out bout this,
i don wan this to end up like dat..
thx for knwing how much i have chged for u,
i reli cant imagine bout our future..
i reli need some time..
thx for letting me knw wat u think about,
not hiding from me anything..
hmm..i alwiz tell myself dat,
no matter wat ppl think bad bout u,
i will stil b wit u,
i already made dat decision,
i knw how it feels when she says this n dat about u,
u knw who is 'she' dat im saying..
im bearing this feeling inside,
glad dat u know it..
hmm..i hope..
our relationship wont juz end like dat..
i trust u,
im juz thinking..
bout the consequences of wat v gonna face..
do u knw how much i wish to fulfill u?
u told me dat i don need respect when i listen to critics..
i knw wat u meant..
hmm..this feeling is so hard to b expressed..
i only knw dat...
wat im doing is for our good..
although to u...
u don think like dat..
hope one day u will get this..
i've thought of our future,
although i cant predict wat to happen,
but i feel so sad bout our difference in opinions..



pls don tell me one day..
dat we're from the different world..
i love u..