recent inner feelings=)

lots of things came into my mind recently,
yup...even my bf said that i just seldom sit down quietly,
found it pretty hard to behave how i should be,
but just couldn't find a way through it.

God is really great to me,
i always felt that im just being in a dream,
wondering what am i doing and what i want sometimes.
i thought, y couldn't i do more for people instead of asking from them.
im just so shit..
but He showed me what i want.
He showed me how to think.

我终于就找回之前一直在寻找的答案，
他说，经常只有他付出，我却很少主动为他付出。
有时我会觉得，一些事情真的不应该是这样的，
可是事实就已经摆在眼前。
应该，不应该，都得接受。
学会付出的确是难题，
但是神就是要我学会这样东西。

感谢周围发生的一切，
感谢我拥有的，
虽然很多事情都回不了头，
但是起码我不是藏在井底的青蛙，
更本不知道外面的世界是怎样，
连绕在自己外面的圈圈都不能踏出去。

我喜欢做好事，训练自己做未来做的事，加油！