i learnt a lot nowadays..:)

jun jie called me n v had some chating on sat n mon

he told me many thgs..

although aftr hearing those..

i find it hard to trust ppl around me..

he said..guys who made promise r juz say for fun only..

they can make promise, evryone can, but who can reli do it?

hmm..i knw itz true..

but i trusted...him..

to me, he reli tried his best to fulfill wat he promised me.

although yes,i cried a lot for the promise he didnt fulfill..

but i stil think dat wat he said, he reli meant it..

guess he's the last one dat i will trust the promises..=)

i still trust u,
although ur not sharing evrythg wit me like previously anymore
i trust u as a fren,hope u reli treat me the same..
im willing to share wit u bout the joy i experience,
i don expect frm u anythg,
i wish dat u will have the right perspective in life only..
dat is all i wan from u..

jun jie told me dat the world is a realistic community..

he said guys sometimes love a person wit wrong motives..

those dat i reli don like to hear..

since then..

my mood wasnt reli good for 2 days ady..


talking bout sharing my joyfulness..

i wondered today..

did i couple wit somebody to help them or out of my love?

i knw im not superior..

cant hlp ppl dat easily..

especially bout those dat i share..

aftr this relationship ends,

i knew i cried becoz i have to juz wish him n let go..

evrytime in my heart i tell myself dat i wish him all the best..

i worried bout his future sometimes even as while i was wit him..

im afraid if he will b influenced by other bad girls in future..

i dunno..

i feel dat the reason dat i be wit him is dat i don wan him to b influenced...?

hmm..anyway..he cant c my heart now..

not expecting him to come bck,

juz wish dat he is willing to share wit me anythg n listen to my sharing

mayb i expressed my words wrongly b4 this..

saying dat im afraid of disappointments..

mayb dat scared him..

i dunno?juz don b cold to me k?
as a fren,i juz wish to share wit u..=)

i realized this ytday,

when i shared wit him in my text,

he didnt reply...

i felt sad..

but i shared the same text wit jun jie,

he replied me n feel happy dat i share wit him,

i felt so happy aftr seeing the text..

i guess,mayb i juz wanna share wit ppl the joy dat i have..

thx to those who appreciate my sharing:)