aftr he replied me in his status at fb,
i felt dat im like disturbing him..
i dunno..
i juz feel down aftr reading it..
itz not his fault..
mayb he's juz busy..
but...
i reli feel like crying..
i don think i should text him anymore until he text me himself..
i should not disturb his life..
actually..this feeling is reli hard to let go..
used to love him so mch..
but..it ended..
i reli gotta accept dat..
mayb i wont view his fb anymore..
mayb i juz got to forget how he looks,how he speaks,how he jokes wit me..
it reli hurts...
i loved u,mr A..
but i cant love u anymore..
guess this is the 1st time i confess this in my blog..
i knw i sounds emo..
used to keep this in my heart n only share to my close ones..
n..
this may b the one n only blog i confess..
ytday i tot of asking u out..
mayb let u b the 1st one i fetched except family..
but i didnt..
at the end..i fetched another fren..
mr.k..
but...lets not talk bout mr.k..
i drove vry nervously ytday..n dangerous..
i dunno wat my mind was thinking..
luckily he thought me..
n today..
my mom scolded me coz i was blur while driving..
didnt stop at the junction..
didnt shift gear properly..
didnt use the right gear..
alrite..
im not gonna say how bad it is..
i wan my confidence back..
i will not cry for it anymore..
ltr gonna drive to tuition..
gotta ensure good driving though..
so dat's all..
although i guess no one will view my blog so often..
but i felt bttr now sharing here..
ur surely happy there,aren't u?=)
wishing u all the best in life ya..
God bless u^^
About Me
- Jasmine
- am A person who has came out of A person who used to be quiet in times of having problems and having tears on my face,keeping everything inside and not having my rights to speak. learning more things through mistakes in decision and wrong beliefs.am too blessed to have too many things and way given by many peoples around me, but it thought me not to rely on others help,its always better to be independent.
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