up..down...up..down...yesterday..(my mood)

cried a bit yest..
itz when i shared wit 2 guys bout my feelings,
when some particular words irritated me,
tears juz came down like dat..
but it lasted for a while only becos i don wanna cry anymore..
n i knw im fine..
hmm..i felt..actually crying once in a whike to let go,
the feeling is quite comfortable..
especially when i released how i felt,
whether by complaining not fair,or telling myself dat itz for our good=)

yest chated wit jun jie,
i wondered still..
can i trust his words?
but i knw even if he's telling frm true heart..
i wont accept him still for now,
itz bttr to remain frenz..
evrythg comes more natural..
foreout, i don reli dare to put myself into all these ady..(for now)


nowadays start to drive car to sch starting on last thur onwards..=)
quite happy..
hehe...don needa walk home again..woohoo...
love ma babe...
nowadays...my car has been my 'baby'..
feel itz cute,wanna take gud care of my car..
n washing car has become my hobby^^
love it so mch..
hmm...should call it a 'she'^^
im juz crazy..
emm...
i hope this mentality is normal=/
coz....
i think i love my car as though itz a nissan fairlady!
although itz not a big car,
but im privileged enuf to have a car..
reli appreciate it..
anyway itz gonna stick to me for 7 years at least..
i will take care of it vry well..^^
hope nobody's stupid mistake n less cautious hurts 'her' again>.<


hmm...talking bout car..sad thg to say...
didnt even realise dat my car got a little part concaved dy...
dunno who did this to my car..
but i knw it muz b at desaparkcity..!
stupid fella...
open door don open gently..
hit my car n happened like dat..
grrr...
i reli hate it...
itz not dat i didnt drive well,
but the stupid fella did this to my car..
but of coz...
itz bttr for others' doing mistake than i doing mistake..
a good reason to thank God..^^